Trust

God, trust comes difficult for me
trust has been misused and
thrown back at me

God Your love is faithful
You have stood by me and
have held me up

God help me trust you more
work in my heart and
help me understand I am safe

God You know the emotions i feel
You alone read the words and
understand the silence

God hold me close to Your heart
let me hear Your voice in my ear and
tell me more of Your ways

God speak to my soul my King
You who created all of me and
blew Your breath of life inside me

God trust comes difficult for me
bind me to Your heart for mine lies and
this human state I am in fights me

God I trust You to help me trust You
to work in me to do Your will and
love Your law more and more

God my love for You is the push
to trust You, that and Your faithfulness and
Your unconditional love for me

Oh Father how my heart breaks!
the tears i watch them fall
from eyes that constantly praise You
the pained heart breaking
that worships You always

What words oh Lord do I utter
to any comfort may I lead them
help me my King to help them
as they have no control
what their children do


 You know father that my desire is to lift You up
I long only to guide the hurting to You
my only breath is a map with words
marking the narrow path to You
past the torn veil into Your pressence

Fullness of Joy is found there with You
Even through the hardest of trial
the darkest of night and blinding water
use me to guide them Lord
as my life lifts Your son Jesus up

Hold me Lord Cover me

No hand LORD can ever touch me as YOU do
many nights my tears YOU alone have seen
Holding tight my heart peices
mending them together

Oh GOD I need YOUR touch tonight
Father I hold on to what YOU have held out
YOUR hand of healing
My eyes they run with the salty sea overflowing

Heavy am I with emotion
questions without answers, I already know
I know YOU can not tell me all things
so I hold on to YOUR faithfulness

Come in the clouds of my mind tonight GOD
My lying heart speaks of the unfair world
while my mind reasons there is a reason in it all
my spirit turns from both to lay my head on YOUR knee

Hold me LORD cover me
I run to YOUR embrace, protection
I stay close to YOU in the secret of the stairs
I lay at YOUR feet and find comfort

I will rest and wake to serve YOU
knowing that all is in YOUR hands calms me
it removes all doubt and questions
I will lift my eyes and fix them on YOU LORD

Defeat my Giant

Oh my God, You are my God.
You are King of the universe
You are the God of the angel armies
You are the Master of all creation
You alone stand in perfect power

Come and aid me!
Pour Your Spirit into me and strengrhen me
Give me courage and strength like Joshua
Father send me confidently into my promised land
Help me for all i see are the giants

My heart burns to follow and obey
to do the bidding of You Lord
hungry to be a vessel of Your love


My hands ache to reach out for You
to land hand on the sick
to see them recover

my feet are ever so eager to go
to carry the good news of freedom
and watch the enslaved become free

Help me defeat my giants Father
fear of failure, low self esteem
help me trust You and not my own sight
tear from me the desire of self preservation

Arise and be actively working inside me
causing me to grow more and more hungry to follow
daily burning hotter to do Your will
grow my love of Your commands
that i may be ever more eager to keep them

I ask You my King, the Holder of my heart
to invade my whole being
change me from the inside out
make me like You because i am my own giant

Defeat my Giant